How do you have 3.5k followers when your writing is insanely repetitive and disjointed?
I get what you’re saying, but jeez. This should have been a 250-500 word article, and you need to work on the flow of your message.
That said, i have a family member who experienced this too. A lot of your comments are “women are free to not be married!” But i think that isn’t the point. Of course they are.
But if you do NOT want to be alone, if nesting down with someone is where you saw yourself, and you had unrealizable standards of who that person should be, the many times you end up missing your own boat.